Saying "Good-bye"

This month has been very difficult on me. I am so extremely happy that we're moving. I am nervous, excited, and everything in between. The hardest part about this whole thing is that I have never lived anywhere this long since I was 18. I have really good friends and a sense of being here. I have been listening to sooo many people say that they will miss us, and us sharing that we will miss them. Having my in-laws so close and such a huge part of our lives, will be a huge change! Trying to fit in all of the good friends and family while finishing up the school year and trying to mentally move my family to Arizona is a proving to be one of my biggest challenges. I am really looking forward to it, and I think that that is the glue that is holding me together. So, if I seem distant or not quite myself lately, please forgive me, I will pull my brain back together, I just need time and a little space. I knew when we made this final decision that I would get to the point when everything would bring me to tears, but I wasn't quite ready to hit that point yet. Then, my mother-in-law did a slideshow of Morgan and put this song with it that started the tears, and they have been fighting me ever since. Soooooo, if I say stupid things that don't make sense, or seem distant, just forgive me until we move and get settled.... K???